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Hi everyone,

I have not posted for a while due to two factors. One, I have made a few works months ago that have set a standard to my work. I think that is just bullshit really because, yes, there is potential to improve on what you have done, but that doesn't mean that you can't share your journey to your next real gem. This realization came when I was looking at recent works and works that I thought never to share. They were just experiments and done during a time of a driven need to just create. I look at them now and I think why not share, I have been working but this thing called the ego stepped in my way.

Secondly, I have been working like crazy, I am currently working 3 jobs and eagerly picking up a 4th because hopefully in the future there will be a use for all these experiences. Two are direct art jobs which I am thrilled about. With a little rescheduling I think I am able to make it. These aren't full time jobs and most of them are hardly part-time. When I finally did get a day off I didn't even know what to do with myself, I felt uninspired and irritated. Irritated that I lacked the thirst for creation. My body wanted to rest but my mind didn't. As you can probably tell, I am doing better now because I found the time to type this.

Another plus in my life is my obtaining a new camera from the glorious Black Friday sale. I'm not a lunatic shopper, actually I go in get what I need and run out, which can sometimes explain my lack of clothing to wear, but conclusively it is just not my thing. Thrifting is another matter though.

But all this comes down to the fact that I will be more active with my needs and posts. I have a user's manual to read and images to edit. Oh yeah, and jobs to work.

Cheers,
Beata
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:iconjenniferrodz:
~JenniferRodz Dec 2, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
you'll do just fine :) i realize myself that when lots of outer jobs are involved the wear on your body makes creating a little more difficult and not so fluid.
Good luck with all your endeavors :)
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:iconxluvmexrabitx:
Thank you for hearing me out, I just hope everything will pay off, but I won't stop trying.
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:iconjenniferrodz:
~JenniferRodz Dec 5, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
all hard work pays off in the end as long as you prevail :)
i think that art is truly a lifestyle, not a job.
You'll be good as gold :)
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:iconxluvmexrabitx:
I definitely think it is a lifestyle, because I can't really support myself with it being a job right now, but I see things moving in that direction. Maybe not directly from selling work but doing jobs that are art related and hopefully that will put my foot in the door of JUST having art jobs and making my own work to fulfill that creative self satisfaction.
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:iconjenniferrodz:
~JenniferRodz Dec 16, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
it really is, its a shame that it's so hard to support ourselves solely on art. Yes doing related jobs helps out a lot or will help me when i finally graduate. I have kind of realized that art is all about making connections in the art world and planting yourself in the web of artists. One person leads to twenty more opportunities.
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:iconxluvmexrabitx:
Exactly. Working with people who are actually supporting themselves and you KNOW they know people. I just don't know how far I will get in Milwaukee. I think i just need to make a few sacrifices, aka, quit one of my non-related art jobs. It would be $200 less a month but I think once I get a hang of things again, I can make that up through my work. I need to push myself more and not be so scared to take a risk, after all art is all about taking risks.
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:iconjenniferrodz:
~JenniferRodz Jan 29, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
This is very true indeed! Yes i feel that it'd be beneficial to you to move to a larger city, larger art scene. My boyfriend actually goes to MIAD, maybe you went there? I'm not sure. Indeed you will, every chance you take for something better will lead you in that direction no matter what. Yes, an artist that doesn't take risks is bound to be stuck running in the same circle.
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:iconxluvmexrabitx:
I did go to MIAD. I graduated in 10'. I majored in Integrated Studio Arts. :)
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~TeresaClark Nov 29, 2011  Professional General Artist
Let us accompany you in the journey ;) it's a good thing you have that new camera!
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:iconxluvmexrabitx:
Thank you for the support, sometimes that's all a person needs.
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