I have not posted for a while due to two factors. One, I have made a few works months ago that have set a standard to my work. I think that is just bullshit really because, yes, there is potential to improve on what you have done, but that doesn't mean that you can't share your journey to your next real gem. This realization came when I was looking at recent works and works that I thought never to share. They were just experiments and done during a time of a driven need to just create. I look at them now and I think why not share, I have been working but this thing called the ego stepped in my way.
Secondly, I have been working like crazy, I am currently working 3 jobs and eagerly picking up a 4th because hopefully in the future there will be a use for all these experiences. Two are direct art jobs which I am thrilled about. With a little rescheduling I think I am able to make it. These aren't full time jobs and most of them are hardly part-time. When I finally did get a day off I didn't even know what to do with myself, I felt uninspired and irritated. Irritated that I lacked the thirst for creation. My body wanted to rest but my mind didn't. As you can probably tell, I am doing better now because I found the time to type this.
Another plus in my life is my obtaining a new camera from the glorious Black Friday sale. I'm not a lunatic shopper, actually I go in get what I need and run out, which can sometimes explain my lack of clothing to wear, but conclusively it is just not my thing. Thrifting is another matter though.
But all this comes down to the fact that I will be more active with my needs and posts. I have a user's manual to read and images to edit. Oh yeah, and jobs to work.
Listening to: 12:59 PM Street Sounds